The Melancholic Friday

Somehow today doesn't feel like it's a friday.
in fact somehow i feel today's a bad day tho i din start e day feeling like this.
it was sometime in e evening when i started getting this whole today doesn't feel like a good day feel.

went to watch cinderel-lah w a fren. we were introduced by a mutual fren.
guess she's isn't too bad. nice pleasant girl. and i get e vibe she kinda likes me.
but i dun feel e same abt her.

on e other hand there's this other girl whom i guess i can say i quite like. we, too, were also introduced by mutual frens.
but somehow i get the vibe dat she doesn't feel e same.

it's kinda frustrating ain't it?
and i think, looking back, i'm always somehow not feeling e same abt the girls who liked me,
save for the one relationship but dat's something else altogether.

i know... i hear some of u saying 'y dun u go tell e girl u like dat u like her and see wad she says?'
but i shy la. i really suck at being able to broach a topic like dat.
i know i suck and damn no guts.

mayb, JUST mayb, dat's god's way of telling me to forget abt the girls?
hmmm... dilemma. dilemma. dilemma.

think i'll juz sleep this off and hopefully when i wake up, it'll all be good again.
BAH!! hate days like this.

p.s. if u know who are e girls i'm talking abt. good for u. if u dun, u can try asking me and i'll see if i'm in e right mood to tell u.

I Am Angry. Hear Me Roar!

Work is a complete mess.
sea trial is on wed and i've yet to start commissioning on this system which is having some problems.
and we're having all these troubles now only because everything got delayed.
the yard took their bloody own time to get my cables run n connected, took their time to prepare my hydraulic system.
i had planned to have started on this system last mon or tue and i din get to touch it until sat.
and now we've run into problems, they're working wo any sense of urgency to get it up n running so dat i can get it ready for sea trials.

and as if dat isn't a big enough problem, more problems have cropped up tonite.
and it's problems dat dun seem to make sense coz all the settings are correct and the wirings are correct. and it seems the problems might be caused by parts which we dun have spare in e sg office. PHUI!!!

i really hope this blows over soon coz i'm sooooo damn sick of it all.
cant wait for 19 nov to come quickly so dat i can leave all the workstuff behind until 2011.
18 more days to tahan. these 18 days are gona seem like 18 months.

ROOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!