The Face of an Angel

It's been abt 4 months now...

somehow we can still talk on msn... over pretty mundane stuff...
but dun think we're at the stage where we're like good friends.
tho we can somehow talk on msn, i still feel dat awkwardness whenever i see her in church...
when i DO see her, dat is...

seeing her face on msn... dat face of an angel...
seeing her face somehow evokes some emotions and memories...
i have to admit she is still the most beautiful girl i've laid my eyes on...
think even tho in my everyday life i've seen other girls and think they look good and all,
i still think she's the prettiest of them all...

sometimes i wonder how she's doing in terms of moving on from our relationship...
i duno how i'm progressing... sometimes i think i'm moving on...
but somehow i also feel dat i'm still stagnant in the same spot...

why are break-ups such hard things to get over? why i can't juz forget and move on with life?
how i wish i wasn't such an emotional person...

The Answers and My Roller Coaster Ride

The answers to the prev post are:

AIDS : As If Doing Something
NTUC : Never Trust Union Chief

hahaha.. bet u all never expected dat !!

happy stuff aside...
these couple of weeks have been a real roller coaster ride.
one moment i'm feeling good abt the career and i'm questioning myself the next.
it's been like 2 weeks now. duno how long more the feeling is gona stay...
but i think if this is how it's gona be for the first year or so... i dun think i can take it.

after listening to my boss's talk on thurs, i realized i'm an emotion-driven person.
holding the traits not really good for this career as a financial advisor.
and i dun want to leave only after i've closed a number of cases as it will be unfair to my clients.

somehow, i think my talents are not suited for this...
but rather better suited for a more hands-on, technical kind of job. think i'd prefer dat.

AIDS? NTUC?

While at work couple of days ago, i learnt something new...

wat does AIDS stand for?
wat abt NTUC?

post ur answers in the comments. will reveal them when i have time to log on. :)

hope everyone is doing fine... as u shd have figured by now, i've already started REAL work,
meeting ppl and learning in the process... enjoying it... tho there have been days when i was somewhat unsure if i have chosen the right career path.

hope my dear frens wun shun me... and will not hold back criticisms to correct me and make me a better person.

gota go now... take care everyone... i miss you !!
splatpotato