The Melancholic Friday

Somehow today doesn't feel like it's a friday.
in fact somehow i feel today's a bad day tho i din start e day feeling like this.
it was sometime in e evening when i started getting this whole today doesn't feel like a good day feel.

went to watch cinderel-lah w a fren. we were introduced by a mutual fren.
guess she's isn't too bad. nice pleasant girl. and i get e vibe she kinda likes me.
but i dun feel e same abt her.

on e other hand there's this other girl whom i guess i can say i quite like. we, too, were also introduced by mutual frens.
but somehow i get the vibe dat she doesn't feel e same.

it's kinda frustrating ain't it?
and i think, looking back, i'm always somehow not feeling e same abt the girls who liked me,
save for the one relationship but dat's something else altogether.

i know... i hear some of u saying 'y dun u go tell e girl u like dat u like her and see wad she says?'
but i shy la. i really suck at being able to broach a topic like dat.
i know i suck and damn no guts.

mayb, JUST mayb, dat's god's way of telling me to forget abt the girls?
hmmm... dilemma. dilemma. dilemma.

think i'll juz sleep this off and hopefully when i wake up, it'll all be good again.
BAH!! hate days like this.

p.s. if u know who are e girls i'm talking abt. good for u. if u dun, u can try asking me and i'll see if i'm in e right mood to tell u.