The Face of an Angel

It's been abt 4 months now...

somehow we can still talk on msn... over pretty mundane stuff...
but dun think we're at the stage where we're like good friends.
tho we can somehow talk on msn, i still feel dat awkwardness whenever i see her in church...
when i DO see her, dat is...

seeing her face on msn... dat face of an angel...
seeing her face somehow evokes some emotions and memories...
i have to admit she is still the most beautiful girl i've laid my eyes on...
think even tho in my everyday life i've seen other girls and think they look good and all,
i still think she's the prettiest of them all...

sometimes i wonder how she's doing in terms of moving on from our relationship...
i duno how i'm progressing... sometimes i think i'm moving on...
but somehow i also feel dat i'm still stagnant in the same spot...

why are break-ups such hard things to get over? why i can't juz forget and move on with life?
how i wish i wasn't such an emotional person...