Happy 2nd Birthday VC !!

VC is 2 today...
actually, we don't know for sure the exact birthday... but it's ard dis time...
haha... think we'll juz make the 4th sunday of sept vc's anniversary mass day.

mass went on quite good... well done choir! same for the readers, ivan and charmaine. many thanx to the ppl who had to spend time and effort preparing for dis day. marianne, for organising the mass, kat for doing the ppt, cheryl/john/tmg for getting the choir together and practicing and practicing and practicing...

after mass, most of the peeps went off for lunch/brunch, etc... except for the confi class and YA ppl...
confi class was on as usual. jarrod and i helped kat and the other facils with a taize session. glad it all went well... from my impromptu survey, we've got ppl who wana come back to help out in confi class next year.
this is only proof dat the class has been effective in educating and making an impact in the confirmands' lives.
kudos to the benedict and the rest of the facils for their hard work. the YA peeps, on the other hand, were having a meeting regarding their training camp at the end of the year.

went to clementi central for lunch w the Ya ppl... the aunty at the S11 was like super biatch la...
coz fel bought bubble tea from the stall near mac's and brought over to the coffeeshop. den dis aunty from the drinks stall was like all bitchy and like," you cannot drink outside drink here... how can u all ike dat, i oopen table for u all, den u all do this. got sign say cannot bring outside drink.. blah blah... she was like damn guai lan la... i'm sure she could have said it nicely. den she brought us some plastic bags to keep the drinks in so dat other patrons cant see them and think dat they can buy their own drinks from elsewhere. i was acutally planning to buy a drink from the coffeeshop but after dat v unpleasant reminder from the aunty, i decided against it. so went to buy bubble tea on our wayto the taxi stand.

came home and stayed home... it' a quiet sunday afternoon... feeling somewhat drained from wat's going on in church and all. after our meeting w fr richards, we have concluded dat things are not gona change for now... until further notice but dat doesn't mean we can all go back to our old ways and take things for granted. seems like we have lots to do to make sure we dun cross the line and sabo ourselves. it's gona b a real challenge having fr richards as parish priests. it's not really a bad thing i guess... fr richards coming over to holy cross and seemingly turning everyone's lives upside down. think it'll make all of us more alert and aware as to what we're doing and really show who are the ppl who really love VC and who are those who are in VC for the sake of being in the group.

guess the 7 of us dun have exactly much time left in vc. i hope everyone can rise to the occasion and perform their own little miracles... looking at myself, i hope i can perform my own little miracle and making a blast of my new career... this 4 week wait is kinda draining me also... no doubt i'm learning new stuff everyday, but as the days pass, i feel somewhat helpless coz i cant do a thing until i get my licence. my manager has told me to go practice my presentations w my other colleauges... but it's an entirel different thing practicing w a colleague and really meeting up with someone... at least this is how i feel. but i guess i could try doing dat.

the organisation is really great. i'm glad i made the right choice in joining them... their training is indeed the kind dat i'll probably need... tom marks another new week. i hope things will be better... guess it's times like these dat i wish tmg and i are still together... coz i know when i'm with her, my troubles are the last things on my mind and i know no matter wat, i have someone who'll be there to comfort me and cheer me on. not dat my frens cant do it... but i guess it's a different thing altogether when the person doing the cheering up and cheering on is ur loved one. it really makes a difference...

oh well... i shdn't be dwelling on it so much, coz
a) we're not gona get back together so thinking abt it will only make my life even worse than it already is.
b) it's MOVE ON... not move back...

seems like i'm sailing in the perfect storm... think never in my life have i faced so many changes and troubles at a go. i doubt things can get any worse liao... but den again... there's murphy's law.
if u duno what murphy's law is, ask me and i'll let u know.