Sunday, July 17, 2005

It's Over...

5 years, 7 months , 2 days...
dat's how long it lasted...

well... it was kinda over abt 3 weeks ago...
but i guess today's kinda official...

it's come to an end... but not without the possibility of getting back together...
guess it's the ambition bit that blew it.
dun think i can ever find the answer for the ambition question, so guess getting back is gona be difficult, but dun think i wana harp on it any longer.

gona get down to working out what i want to do for the next few years.
and hope things will work out.
duno if it's time to let go and move on or keep working with the hope of getting back together...

think i'm one of those who cannot move back once i've let go and moved on from a relationship.
but i dun think i'm prepared to let her go...

why cant i get my results now and give me a boost?

i love you... and thank you for the wonderful memories.
and i hope the right guy comes along for you...

2 comments:

Little Miss Snooze said...

so sorry to hear about this man. :(

splatpotato said...

guess it's gona happen sooner or later..
guess sooner is better than later.

mayb it's only for the better.

in a way, it's not quite possible to have things work out if e both of us have very different mindsets.

surprisingly, i dun feel terrible or saddened or anything...
in fact, i'm better off today than yesterday.

mayb in a way, the burden of worrying and not knowing wat to do was getting too heavy...

well... guess all i've got now is to focus on my next career...